Its was been like a rollercoster.. Things always turn out the way it should be.. So many things happen between the last date to present date.. I will just highlight the event that happen clearly in my mind.

ahh ok now i remember.. May 5, 2009 me and my lola went to a clinic near in our place.. and we talk to the doctor and have some consultation but after that the doctor told us that my lola has a diabetic decease so i was so worried because the day i bought my lola at the clinic to be checkup that she already have a brushes in her left foot. Also the doctor say that he will observe on my lola's condition and go back after 3days. And we go back after the said day and the doctor was shock that my lola's condition was being already infected by the desease so the doctor advise us to go to the nearest hospital with the referal letter. Sampaloc hospital, then we go there that day and visit the doctor having the referal letter. And then the doctor checkup my lola and the doctor say that the left foot of my lola should be amputate because of the uprising diabetic decease. By that day my lola begging not to be amputate her left foot and i was pity in my lolas condition but ofcourse i wont let my lola recognize my sadness. But still the doctor want the operation to be happen for the sake of my lola's health. Then after that we went home. And i text Mamy & Tito Ric about my lola's condition and they agreed to the doctor. Then i my self with lola went to hospital for my lola admition and to start the operation.. The preparation takes long because the doctor wants my lola is in a very good condition and also to make the operation goes smoothly, days and nights pass i stay beside my lola up to the day the operation start. To make the story short operation been a success and we take home my lola and to make recovery. 18months after the operation she recovered. But after 1month from the said months of recovery my lola been so weak all of the sudden then at that night..... A ring comes from lea phone and i answer and shock... and i cry.. its like everything falls apart in my body, spirit and heart. And things flashback up to the day i was a little boy carried and comporting by my lola.. To make the story short my lola died and time past i recover but i still miss her so much.. there is no other word can describe how much sweet and kind my lola has been.. i will always miss you.. i love you nanay.